The emotions I have running through by head are uncontrollable, so I’m not going to try and stop them. Instead I’m going to let myself be a woman and change my feelings every twenty minutes if I please. After all I went through to have this little girl, the pain from three early miscarriages, the rough pregnancy, and now a whole year of barley getting enough sleep to stand. I will now let myself cry, not sad tears, but overly emotional tears of happiness. Looking back on this past year I can definitely say my life has become richer now that I’m watching you grow….